“You look and sound great!” people say, “I’d never know you were sick!” I wish I had some visible sign of illness or pain so people would be able to empathize. I think I’ll start wearing red eyeliner – that always makes you look terrible.
I used to be pretty okay for the three days before my next shot. Those are the three days I am working. Now I notice that by 4:00 in the afternoon, when I take my second dose of pills, that I slump to complete exhaustion and struggle to behave nicely towards others. I snap at people, saying exactly whats on my mind, which is never a good idea. I am cranky and irritable.